thought of the day #02

this one is kinda funny. I guess we all have those little things we hold on to no matter what. for me, its my stuffed beanie dog that looks like snoopy from peanuts... his name is cuppy & i still sleep with him. (i guess thats one of my post-secrets). There is always that little piece of us that does not want to grow up. sometimes we are forced too quickly into growing up, sometimes people never grow up. sometimes people parade it around, like celebrities getting drastic plastic surgery in order to look as if they haven't grown up. "look how young i look"... but i guess age doesn't necessarily have to do with how 'grown up' you are. is maturity a whole different thing? another embarrassing thing is that i am often caught saying things like ' when i grow up....' and i am 18 and living on my own. then people shoot me this weird look and then i quickly correct myself: 'when i get older....'

thought of the day #01

so this is the first thought of the day, im going to start doing this post daily. 

obscure scribbling's on ripped scrap paper, penciled on a table, carved into a wall somewhere. 

most of the pics are found from the post secret pool on flickr.

one of them really got me, it was etched into a subway tunnel wall in sweden & it said "There's a hole in my heart the shape of my 15 year old sister, & i miss her everyday."

as for this photo: creating your own problems, dwelling over things insignificant, unnecessary things, superficial things. sometimes you can be responsible for your own sadness & you may or may not blame everything else around you. & you may or may not realize it. 

a little thing i made...

an assignment i did today... to make a cd cover. i had to take a figure drawing done in class, and convey the feeling, idea & emotion of a song of my choice, abstract it and incorporate a musical instrument that plays in the song. 

& i just realized now that i made a huge mistake (and already handed it in... oops): That song by feist has no piano in it. hahahaha, originally i was going to do that song, but i didn't know what instrument to do, so i changed it to Regina Spektor- Samson..... but clearly, i wrote the wrong song title. 

i guess thats what i get for leaving my homework until 2 hours before its due. 

will i ever learn?

memoirs of france I

bridges, boats, open air cafes & the sea...

memoirs of france - II

art nouveau, (real) macarons, balconies looking out over the square & vintage mint colored cars...  

valentines day.....?

so... valentines day is fast approaching & i have no idea what to do.

typically, me and matt make pancakes together and thats about it.

we just enjoy the time together. and i love it. we don't do the typical

 cheesy "bleehhhhh"-stuff. we go by the whole; everyday should be 

valentines day' thing. but i can't help but think that i should be doing

 something a little bit more... a card maybe? Im not sure. but i am 

pretty sure he doesn't even know that its next week.  

:) hahahahah.