enormous pockets.

There are WAY too many things that I wish were pocket-sized, so that I could take them with me everywhere I go. 

Sticky note made by Michaela Lynch, quoting one of my favourite poets: Jonathan Safran Foer and his book 'Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close'.

banana popsicles

my skin is  dark from all this sun (well, dark for my typical white-ness) my hair is light and sun-drenched, so i guess summer must be coming to an end. does it have to?...what is it about THIS summer that I love so much? not summer in general, but THIS summer?. could it be the atmosphere, care-free and hot. fun and chaos is on everyones mind. getting into trouble doesn't seem all that bad. everyones a little more spontaneous, a little more skin is showing. twirling around in a sundresses. licking the melted popsicles drips from between your sticky fingers. I have had fun. so much fun. i have been free. no rules. running around in bare feet covered in mud kinda fun. jump off the end of the dock into the water fully clothed but you don't care because your so hot kinda fun. listening to your friend play that song you love on his acoustic guitar sitting across the campfire from you. sand between your toes. french braids. tomato colored noses. 


& So i am left with this: "you get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place, I told him, like you’ll not only miss the people you love but you’ll miss the person you are now at this time and this place, because you’ll never be this way ever again." 


its like when your at a party where you know no one, or on vacation somewhere across the world, or you were just told you were going to die in a few days..... 


you are uninhibited. 
you are wild.
you are free.

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OY VEY.


p.s i have started cutting up my spring issues of nylon, vogue and zink (and although i feel horrible about it) i have some collages i made... to post soon.

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lately i have been so distracted by so many things going on, and all at the same time, i have been neglecting this blog & not too mention my homework. (i didn't even end up getting that much done today)...

#28

its hard for me to remember  this sometimes.

#27

:)

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yes you.

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#20

midterm in an hour. 

im not worried, in mot worried, im not worried, im not worried....

AHHHHH!!! im going to fail. :(

#19

it's sunday, Im exhausted, its cold outside, 

& i don't plan on leaving my bed besides to make some tea. 

i'll just be studying.... alll dayyy. bleh. 

#18

its true. & nothing else matters.

take YOU time. do YOU things. 

its your life your living after all, and no one else's. 

so really...who cares?

#17

if you have everything handed to you & you don't have to work for what you want... 

you have nothing to strive for. 

life is about taking the time.

taking the time & making the effort. 

what you want in life will come one day. 

then, naturally you adopt something else to work towards. 

we as humans must always have something to strive for, in order to be truly happy.

notice that the happiest people you know, are TRYING for something.

whether that be going to school, becoming successful, raising a family, whatever.

thought of the day #16

too busy studying to comment right noww!